Cycle 1 day 1. Who's with me? *update* It's a girl! Congrats baby_bray!!!

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Lots of hugs for you and dh. Hoping for some good news for you tomorrow.
 
Well lots of people have posted they don't think it's baby. I am trying to be ok with that. Dr in 2 weeks. And if he doesn't hear it I will order an us. Whether he likes it or not. I had terrible nightmares and now I have to go to work on a crap nights sleep. I hate today.

Colta please let us know how today goes. Our hearts and prayers are with you.
 
mailcmm said:
Well lots of people have posted they don't think it's baby. I am trying to be ok with that. Dr in 2 weeks. And if he doesn't hear it I will order an us. Whether he likes it or not. I had terrible nightmares and now I have to go to work on a crap nights sleep. I hate today.

Colta please let us know how today goes. Our hearts and prayers are with you.
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Those people don't k ow why they are talking about! I am working out right now and my heart rate is 132. I wear a heart rate monitor, the one with the band strapped around your chest so I know it's accurate. Now 144. There is no way your heart rate would be that high laying down.
 
One lady posted a video. Mine doesn't found anything like hers. Maybe because of the placenta And my heartbeat together make the dopplernumbers higher?
 
Colta- I am so sorry this is all happening. I hope you get some conculsive answers today. Big hugs your way!

Mail-If you heard a "hb" around 140, then heard something aroud 80 or 90, I definately think it is the baby you are hearing and then your own. BUT, with that being said, last time I was at the Dr. my hr was 141! apparently when I am nervous it goes really high. They made me lay for a minute and rechecked it and it was 100.
 
Colta- These are for you.....:hug:

What time are you going to the doctor today?
 
mailcmm said:
One lady posted a video. Mine doesn't found anything like hers. Maybe because of the placenta And my heartbeat together make the dopplernumbers higher?
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What?! That is so wrong, lol! Sounds just like what I heard on my Doppler with ds. Don't listen to those misinformed people.
 
I go in for blood work around lunch time... so about 2-3 hours from now. After that I wait about an hour and a half and I'll have the results. As it is right now, it's just going to be a confirmation of what I already know.

After everything that happened last night, I decided to take another hpt this morning to check on what I figured had happened. And I was right...
The HPT was lighter then they've been for a while... before they had all been as dark or darker then the control line, even the one yesterday afternoon before the crazy cramping took place. This one though, wasn't as dark... wasn't even close to being as dark. After everything that has happened, I'm under no illusion that I still have a baby...

I just don't understand. I'm young, I'm in good health and I've never had any gynecological issues... how could I lose two babies in 6 months? :cry: What''s so wrong with me that I can't be a mom... it's all I've ever wanted to be from the time I was a little girl. I believe in karma... and I just don't know what I've done that's made me deserve so much pain?
I feel awful... my husband, my parents, his parents, they were all counting on me to bring this baby to term... and I've failed again. Why can't I just be a mom??? :cry:
 
colta said:
I go in for blood work around lunch time... so about 2-3 hours from now. After that I wait about an hour and a half and I'll have the results. As it is right now, it's just going to be a confirmation of what I already know.

After everything that happened last night, I decided to take another hpt this morning to check on what I figured had happened. And I was right...
The HPT was lighter then they've been for a while... before they had all been as dark or darker then the control line, even the one yesterday afternoon before the crazy cramping took place. This one though, wasn't as dark... wasn't even close to being as dark. After everything that has happened, I'm under no illusion that I still have a baby...

I just don't understand. I'm young, I'm in good health and I've never had any gynecological issues... how could I lose two babies in 6 months? :cry: What''s so wrong with me that I can't be a mom... it's all I've ever wanted to be from the time I was a little girl. I believe in karma... and I just don't know what I've done that's made me deserve so much pain?
I feel awful... my husband, my parents, his parents, they were all counting on me to bring this baby to term... and I've failed again. Why can't I just be a mom??? :cry:
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This does NOT mean you can't be a mom.:hugs: And I don't think that this is punishment for anything you have done. If you get bad news today, ask about testing. There could be a reason that you are having problems carrying to term. No one should have to go through this once, let alone multiple times.
 
I agree with Twinkie. You do not deserve this colta. I'm so sorry you are having to go through this again. I hope drs can give you some answers and peace of mind. Many hugs your way.
 
Awe colta... Hang in there. Lot and lots of hugs to you. Don't blame yourself though. There is nothing you could do to cause or prevent this. Hoping the dr apt goes well. Waiting for your results.
 
Well... blood work has come back and confirmed what I already knew.

I lost the baby. :cry:

My hcg last Thursday was 163 and today it's 136... so it's gone down a fair amount from when I believe I started miscarrying (yesterday afternoon)...
So it looks like I'm no longer pregnant... but we will be trying again as soon as we can, we're not going to let this deter us.
We're devastated but determined, so hopefully it won't be long and we'll have another bfp and a healthy, sticky baby soon...
 
I am so terribly sorry. I know there isnt much I can say to make you feel better right now other than you will get your sticky bean someday. We are here for you to vent/talk. And we will be here with you when you try again. What is dr gonna do? Are you gonna go it natural or get a d&c. I recommend the d&c. Cleans everything out and gets you back to womb stage one. If your dr will do it.
 
Colta-I am so so sorry. :hug: Did you see the doctor yet? Is your doctor going to monitor your hcg till it gets back to 0? Are they going to do any testing to see what has caused the loss? Did he say how long you had to wait to TTC again? Did he verify that it was not ectopic?

I hope that you get answers and are able to move on and try again.
 
Colta- I am so sorry for you loss, at least you know for sure now. Let us know about what the Dr. says about testing/when you can ttc again! T&P to you and hour DH.
 
colta said:
Well... blood work has come back and confirmed what I already knew.

I lost the baby. :cry:

My hcg last Thursday was 163 and today it's 136... so it's gone down a fair amount from when I believe I started miscarrying (yesterday afternoon)...
So it looks like I'm no longer pregnant... but we will be trying again as soon as we can, we're not going to let this deter us.
We're devastated but determined, so hopefully it won't be long and we'll have another bfp and a healthy, sticky baby soon...
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So sorry for your loss colta! Many many :hugs:
 
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