morbid post alert. my pregnancy is probably not viable. i feel 100 percent sure. my doc was basically sure and said, yes this is bad news when he gave me my last hcg blood test result. so not to freak ya'all bd-ers and o-ers out or anything. man. i was so happy there for a minute. i'm not really freaking out that hard right now but bet i will be over the next few months. not sure whether to stick around here, cause i could be in bad spirits and shiz. meh. we'll see. heart you guys. sorry for bad news, but i thought best get it over with. i have an ultrasound scheduled for tuesday. bf is going with me. maybe they will tell us when the baby stopped growing (my guess 5 and a half weeks) and what my options are. which is basically pills to bring on bleeding, a d&c or wait. the last time this happened, it took ages to bleed and then five months or so for my cycles to even out. they were long for a while, like weird bleeding episodes that lasted 2 weeks then spotting off and on for 50 day stretches. bah! damnit janet!!!!!! remind me to keep my chin up and that i'll join you ladies to try again soon enough. hugs.