I understand Juless. It is a scary thing to go through but like all the other ladies say, let's focus on the positive. I find myself getting more excited by the day. I set mini milestones for myself.
16 weeks - dr. appointment, hear heartbeat
17 weeks - private scan
20 weeks - dr. appointment, ultrasound, gender confirmation
24 weeks - VDay!!!
30 weeks - will schedule private scan - 3D
Other things are - me feeling movement regularly, first time DH feels movement from the outside, belly cast, pregnancy photo shoot, Baby Shower.....stuff like that. Honestly, this could be the only baby I have so I want to enjoy every moment of it without the worry. Hard, but not impossible
On another note, Dr's office called to reschedule my 16 week appointment. I was so pissed because I was like, you waited until 2 weeks before to tell me you were going to have to move it because my DR. will be in surgery. But it worked out that between the time they canceled mine, someone else canceled one for the day before so I get to go in a day earlier