Well it's still stress central for me.
There were lies - which we thought there might be - and they are reporting my OH for harassment (based purely on a set of fabricated evidence.. this is not be just blustering, one of the instances they say happened couldn't have done as we were not even in the area, and by that I mean we were in London, and we will be providing proof). Problem is that it will now need to go up the ranks before any decision to summons him happens, and they have 6 months to do it.. meaning this could now drag all the way throughout my pregnancy and beyond.
It also means that we now have to live in a world where we need to document absolutely everything that we do to counteract the possibility that they will invent further "evidence" which could then be construed as witness intimidation and then it's in a whole different spectre of seriousness sadly.
This afternoons job for me is house hunting well away from here.. which is somewhat of a double edged sword in my head - it should be simple... we feel completely and utterly under the cosh where we are.. we are the ones being harassed, intimidated and even threatened and yet the Police have lied to us, failed to act and continued the harassment by proxy by believing the pack of lies put to them by others and so I can't wait to leave.. but I'm happy with my midwives and care I'm getting here.. I love the birth unit we're booked into as they specialise in water birth and it's so lovely and quiet and calm.
I'm so fed up though and know that we need to be away - I'm sick of waking up tired because I haven't been able to sleep properly and crying because of the stress.
I keep apologising to the baby about it all, not that it can understand me, and I feel awful that I feel I have to
Anyway - it can't be all doom and gloom forever... I'm off to look at cute baby things to cheer myself up
Hope you have a great day ladies... keep those chins up.. it could be worse!!!