Did a stupid thing this morning!!!

[midget em]

Hi Ladies,
I just need somewhere to vent my upset coz I don't really want to share it with anyone else.

I've been so hopeful that this month would be our month. We tried loads of new things and really steped up our game in all areas of ttc. I've been educating myself and trying to be positive, I was so excited this was it.

Well I'm 9dpo today and going away for a girls weekend this evening and decide I'd do a hpt just to see. I know its too early to tell really but there are alot of women that get a bfp this early.

Well I just rememberd why I stopped doing them. Got a BFN.

This is so hard all my positivity has just gone straight out of the window. I feel like crying my eys out. It feels like studying really hard for an exam doing all your course work really really well and then seeing FAIL written over all your hard work.

AAARrrrrgggghhh wish I'd never done it. I just can't cope seeing it writen down. I promised myself months ago I would only test again if af was late but I just couldn't wait. Well I wont be doing it again thats for sure.
I don't know how you poas addicts do it.

Any way I feel better for getting it out at least. Guess I'll just keep myself busy for the rest of the day at work and then enjoy every minute of that hot tub I'm going to be in all weekend.

 

[Soili]

Hun, the thing is... when you're in TWW, it's basically out of your hands. If you end up pregnant, you end up pregnant. If not, then not. If you're feeling hopeful, but it doesn't happen, the disappointment would be the same, whether it's early or late and there's no right or wrong way of testing/not testing. Whatever feels right for you at the moment and whatever helps you cope with lack of good news - you gotta do it. You felt like testing, you tested. Now gotta try and cheer up, that's just how it goes I will still state the obvious, it is in fact very early.

Was it a digital you did? I hate those! I think those were made for women who take the test hoping NOT to be pregnant That "Not pregnant" line is a killer, unless that's what you're hoping for.

 

[Emmab9833]

Big hug to you!!! Im also in the 2ww and its such a bitch!!! Dont be disheartned too much hun as it is still too early to test!! Ive got about a week and a half to wait, if the witch doesnt get me first!! Fingers crossed for us both!!

Just let your hair down on you night out and try not to think about it too much xxxx

 

[monalisa81]

it's still early hun.. chin up xx

 

[midget em]

Hey thanks ladies,

I told myself its early days and not to be disheartened if it came back negative but it just got me worse than I was expecting. I've pulled myself together now and feel better.

Soili it was an internet freeby one. I told myself a few months ago that I wasn't going to have any in the house coz I got to the point I couldn't handle seeing only one line anymore (we've been trying for a year). Then got these free when I ordered some CBFM sticks. Gonna hide the others somewhere where I can forget about them.

Anyway thanks ladies
Baby dust to you all.

P.S. If I do get my bfp next week I'll let you know. Fingers crossed

 

[Soili]

P.S. If I do get my bfp next week I'll let you know. Fingers crossed

For good measure

 

[WinterSong4]

Yea, chin up!! Just stay positive!!! I have learned to cope with it, that is why it doesn't bother me so much anymore. I am used to seeing BFN all over my tests lol. So, it will just be a bonus if I see a BFP

I agree with Soili about the digis. They are made for those women who hope NOT to be pregnant Keep reminding yourself that it is still too early and every woman is different. There are A LOT of women who don't get BFP's until months into their pregnancies

Best of luck to you

 

[Armywife84]

If TTC was a class, I would fail with flying colors!!!

I'm in the 2WW too. 10 more days to go till I see if the comes or not. Honestly, 's still hurt..but the disappointment seems to have dwindled. It doesn't even phase me when AF is late. I know she's coming.

Just put those pregnancy tests in the depths of the bathroom cabinet and focus on girl's weekend. Why don't you even have a drink ?

 

[midget em]

Hi ladies

I can't believe it but it clearly was just too early I've just got my today at 14dpo!!!

Thank you for your support
I'll keep my fx for all of you x

 

[snd80]

Congrats!!!!

 

[Nissie]

Congratulations Hun!! Maybe you can tell us ladies how you stepped it up. Maybe in those tips we may find something one of us Ladies havent tried, and your success story may help us. Congrats again!

 

[Hieveryone]

congrats midgetem. I tested at around 11 dpo and got nothing then i waited and got lots of BFPs 3 days later. I was lucky as i was only trying for a month but i kind of thought that it's better to have early BFNs to save getting your hopes up - especially if you get a good deal on the tests.

Its all madness but if it helps i say go ahead and test early. Everyone will react differently. x

 

[Soili]

Yahoooo!!!

 

[Damita]

Congrats