I'm sorry for how you are feeling Jett. I know how easy it is to feel like God is playing favorites by allowing other people to get pregnant so easily when you are struggling. But I find it encouraging to think about all the pregnancy in the bible. I think about the ones that stick out like Sarah who was barren. The other women who get pregnant and have babies are just a piece of a greater story but the women who struggle and God blesses them after they are struggling, those women ARE the greater story. So maybe God wants you to be a greater story..one that brings joy and encouragement to other women and most of all that brings Glory to God. It's certainly easier to be the women who get pregnant without a thought, but its much more rewarding to be the one that people look to for encouragement and to see what God can do for his children.