RedWylder
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It's been a week and I can no longer bring tears to my eyes. I feel sad but I can't cry. Instead I feel angry. I'm not sure at who, maybe just life. But I don't like feeling this way. I'm afraid to let on that I'm still so heartbroken about my own loss. No one asks me how I'm doing anymore. I guess I'm expected to move on but I feel like crap and I have a general lack of enthusiasm for life right now.
I know my baby was just a mass of cells and I'm starting to believe that maybe I wasn't even pregnant and I should just move on. I know this sounds so depressing and ridiculous but I just needed some place to vent. Thanks for being here and sharing your own experiences.
I know my baby was just a mass of cells and I'm starting to believe that maybe I wasn't even pregnant and I should just move on. I know this sounds so depressing and ridiculous but I just needed some place to vent. Thanks for being here and sharing your own experiences.