OK, ladies, so i've got my appt tomorrow morning and i cannot wait but i've been sleepless the past couple of days worrying about it! I wake up around 2am, go to the bathroom and have the hardest time falling back asleep. My mind starts racing and then i start googling stupid questions about miscarriages on my phone. 2 hours later i'm wide awake and even more scared. I hate feeling this way and i wish i could enjoy this pregnancy because it's really been fairly easy, but i find it hard to. I know stress is bad for the baby but i cannot help it when i don't feel pregnant and all i can think about is a missed miscarriage? After tomorrow, if the scan goes well, I'm sure i will be less worried but until then i'm literally going nuts.
I was too so I know how you feel. When I had my scan done yesterday my husband was so excited and kept saying "Arent you sooo excited to see the baby? I cant wait" and all I could say was "What if somethings wrong and there IS no baby!!" I was so nervous I actually gave myself diarrhea all day before my appt. Im sure everything will be fine! Good luck!
This made me laugh---you could be my twin! Thanks for your encouragement!
So, just as all of you probably guessed, everything went fine this morning at my appt. I thought i was going to get another u/s but i guess because of insurance purposes they said I won't get another u/s until around 19-20 weeks but the dr. did use the doppler and we heard the heartbeat again! I wish i was able to see my baby again as well but i am very thankful to have heard the heartbeat - she said it was around 150-160bpm and guessed i was going to have a boy! She said it was not an educated guess, just a gut feeling. We'll see...... Thanks again, ladies, for all of your kind words during my worried moments!