I don't blame you, Tess! I came close a few times, even with the pit kept really low. I was about to ask about nitrous oxide at least, but transition slammed into me before I had a chance. We're not planning any more babies, but if we have an oops I'm not sure which route I'd take. I'd probably still see how things go but I'll be less emotionally invested in going drug free now that I know I can.
Meeting went so well! My mom brought Teddy and hung out in the lobby while we had some private family time. He was really excited about the baby, very gentle with her, and we all had some cuddles. Then Mom came up to meet her once we'd had some bonding time, and after an hour or two he was happy to go off with Grandma again. It's looking like we'll probably be discharged tonight but on the later side, about 8 to 10, so he may sleep there again tonight and come home in the morning.