morning girls
hope your all ok,
thinking of you loads lulu your still my/our thoughts, keep resting.
i don't know if you guys are or have experienced this but i feel really really paranoid,
i just don't know what it is lol, i keep crying for hardly anything, not sure if its the kitchen getting me down as the house is just filthy the cats are filthy and i cant cook anything, the microwave is in the kitchen eekkk
i just keep thinking somethings going to go wrong not just the pregnancy its the house, work, crashing my car, money all sorts.
yesterday there waas a post of someone losing her baby at 24 wks and i cried for bout an hour at work it really got to me spose its cos she was only a week and a few days after me. i've decided not to celebrate 24 weeks now it just doesnt seem that babies do very well if born that early so i'll hold my breath till due date, mad i know but it really upset me, i'll sigh relief after labour at 40 weeks. i'm bit supersticious.
i know its prob my hormones but i sobbed last night when craig cuddled me and when he asked i kept saying i don't know, and i really didnt, only felt bubba move 3 times yesterday so i had the doppler out to check him this morning.
i just don't know whats wrong with me and i'm feeling paranoid as to why i'm feeling paranoid lol, i've always been sensitive and a bit emotional anyway.
i even sobbed for 1/2 hour at x factor on sat night
it'll pass i'm sure it will, especially next week when the house is straight.
anyway hope everyone else is good
love y'all
x