I'm on cd 4 of cycle #6 now. I have to say everyone complains about the 2ww but I think it's the 2 weeks before you ovulate that are the worst. At least in the 2ww you have some hope that you could be pregnant, but right now I know for sure I'm not. I'm on this horrible emotional roller coaster every month and right now I'm just slowly starting to creep back up from the bottom. I see you are in Canada too - can I ask where? I'm curious because I'm wondering if I should try and do what you did and book an early appointment at a fertility clinic and I'm wondering if a six month wait to get in to see someone is typical here in Vancouver too. Let me know how the appointment goes today. I know someone who works in a fertility clinic and she sees couples get past obstacles like yours all the time, so I know it will happen for you.