Every month feels like an eternity! This is depressing

Discussion in 'Trying To Conceive' started by hibiscus07, Dec 12, 2009.

  1. hibiscus07

    hibiscus07 #1=Jack; EDD#2=Feb 8,2014

    Joined:
    Apr 10, 2009
    Messages:
    1,082
    Likes Received:
    0
    I really have no idea how people can go through TTC for years.
    I've had 2 MCs this year, and got pregnant both times on the first cycle trying.

    I've had two cycles since the 2nd MC, with no luck so far. I've been testing since 8 dpo, stupidly. 13 dpo now and got yet another BFN.

    It's making me insane. The TWW seems to last forever and I think it's negatively impacting my life. I waste a lot of time at work looking up TTC info, and I feel like the quality of my work is suffering. At home, I feel stressed out and even kind of depressed to the point where it's hard for me to contribute to routine chores as much as I should be.

    I had been on anti-depressants for some low-level depression but went off of them because I was worried about negative effects to the fetus if I got pregnant. I'm seriously considering going back on them because it's like a double hit right now. Depression due to TTC PLUS not having the anti-depressants is really starting to suck.

    Anyone else feeling like this?
     
  2. anteater

    anteater Well-Known Member

    Joined:
    Mar 24, 2009
    Messages:
    251
    Likes Received:
    0
    :hugs: Yes my dear. It drives me crazy too. I had a mc in August with my first pregnancy. I am so upset about losing our baby and it has only made TTC more stressful. I feel as thought it will never happen again.

    The TWW is the worst time of the month for me because I drive myself crazy thinking am I or aren't I? I spend time pouring over my dates even though I know it's pointless. I have just started having mc counselling. I hope it will help.
     

Share This Page

  1. This site uses cookies to help personalise content, tailor your experience and to keep you logged in if you register.
    By continuing to use this site, you are consenting to our use of cookies.
    Dismiss Notice