I really have no idea how people can go through TTC for years. I've had 2 MCs this year, and got pregnant both times on the first cycle trying. I've had two cycles since the 2nd MC, with no luck so far. I've been testing since 8 dpo, stupidly. 13 dpo now and got yet another BFN. It's making me insane. The TWW seems to last forever and I think it's negatively impacting my life. I waste a lot of time at work looking up TTC info, and I feel like the quality of my work is suffering. At home, I feel stressed out and even kind of depressed to the point where it's hard for me to contribute to routine chores as much as I should be. I had been on anti-depressants for some low-level depression but went off of them because I was worried about negative effects to the fetus if I got pregnant. I'm seriously considering going back on them because it's like a double hit right now. Depression due to TTC PLUS not having the anti-depressants is really starting to suck. Anyone else feeling like this?