Hi girls
I don't know if any of you remember me - I hadn't realised this thread was active again
So lovely to see that some of you have been blessed with your LO's and others are blessed with LO's on the way
I could do with some help right now - info is in my signature and then basically we had a failed ICSI cycle even though we had 2 fabulous blastocysts put back, had to have FET cycle cancelled last month and I am 4 days away from OTD from this month's FET cycle, but tested with an early response test today when I feel something would have showed up and nothing - I feel this cycle is another failed one - again, this frostie was so good, they said it was impossible to tell it from a fresh embryo
I have had so much faith this cycle, have prayed, have had so many wonderful people praying for us and still, we get nowhere. I have been told so many times that if god has put this desire in my heart, he will fulfil it.
My question is (and please don't take offence, I'm just in a really difficult place right now) exactly how many hoops do we have to jump through? Hubby is barely getting any work since being made redundant nearly 12 months ago, we have had hurdle after hursle to leap through and have been TTC for nearly 4 years now. It has cost us nearly £15k so far and we're struggling. I really don't know how much more I can take.
What does it take to get the desires of my heart fulfilled when a colleagued of mine who already has 2 children, has always drunk a lot, smoked heavily for 25+ years and as she was 'bored with life' couldn't decide whether to have another baby or travel round the world, gets pregnant at the drop of a hat
I'm so desperate right now