ready4onemore
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Wow, I haven't posted in months! Crazy amount of changes on the board. Congrats, to some and condolences to others. So sad to hear about losses.
I need some prayer. I have been struggling with some depression the last few weeks and I have no idea if it is postpartum or what but it hasn't been fun. Nothing too serious, just feeling inadequate, overwhelmed and like a bad mom. I know it isn't true but I feel that way. I have never felt depressed in my life so this is just a weird feeling. I have been struggling with the thought of being the Events Coordinator for the Church too. I was so excited about it before, but now I just don't feel it is the right fit for me at this time. Just feeling I want to focus on my family and not be working outside the home just yet. I went back to work when my son was only 6 months old and I am not prepared to do that again this time. The kids behavior has been driving me crazy the last week and I am struggling with discipline and knowing how to handle it properly with out losing my cool. We are about to go on vacation and that means no distractions like cleaning or the computer so I should be able to focus on the kids more and see how it effects their behavior. I feel sad about that too, my time on the computer and focusing on them. Need to spend less time on facebook as I find I focus way too much on it and before I know it an hour has passed.
I enjoyed reading every ones posts... I read back a whole lot. xo I really miss you ladies.
Prayers sent.