I am SO not caught up
I haven't been on for a couple of days and I'm desperate for some food, so I'll have to catch up later
yay in the facebook group now.
Got a decision to make... at the booking appointment was asked about homebirth and said nope hospital please without really considering it to much but now the hypnobirth lady has suggested it twice and I'm really unsure. Thought I wouldn't mind the hospital at all but just looked through all the pictures on their website and it looks very clinical. Visiting hours are quite limited so as soon as you're transfered to postnatal ward OH probably has to go home, other visitors only allowed fo 2 hours a day. Didn't consider home birth as I didn't think we could do it and would be happier at the hospital but now think I'm changing my mind... the relxation part of hypnobirthing would probably be much easier at home, I know someone down the road training to be a doula so she'd probably come and help out which is reassuring...ahhh so much to think about, can't decide!!! Any advice welcome, especially from those of you who've been there done that, thanks lovely ladies
I planned to be at home and ended up in hospital due to a long labour.
Now to start with, I will say that the hospital experience would have been a LOT different if I'd been in a different hospital... The one I went to is a teaching hospital, low rates of c-section for the area and they were a lot more supportive of me making most of the decisions, because they knew I had transferred from a homebirth. I also had my MW with me... Hospitals in the US also generally seem to allow partners to stay, private rooms etc... Though I would have demanded DH be allowed to stay even if it was against their policies and if they said no I would have been going home....
Anyway, I preferred the homebirthing part of it for the ability to be able to get on with my labour and do things how I wanted... As soon as I was in the hospital, they stopped me eating/drinking and I went in specifically to get some rest (I'd been in labour for well over 24 hours at this point) and after a couple of hours of sleeping a nurse came in and woke DH and I up!!!
I was in labour for several more hours after that, with 3 hours of pushing... They just seemed to think they knew how I SHOULD be progressing, so didn't let me rest enough like I needed to in order to progress properly...
The hospital beds felt really narrow to me, to the point where I would be trying to get into positions to manage contractions and feel like I was going to fall off....
I also planned a water birth and I LOVED being in my birth pool at home. The hospital I transferred to didn't allow birth pools...
We are doing a home birth again, possibly without a MW this time.
I felt like I was more supported in hospital (also consider I don't have any family nearby (or in this country!!!) and I didn't really want DH's family around much...) in terms of after the birth, I liked the reassurance of having someone on call at all times and how thoroughly they checked me and baby (though at the same time, that sucked ass because they woke us both up in the middle of the night....frequently....)... It just gave me this peace of mind... BUT that was it. And it's really just because I'm so paranoid that I liked it so much
The labour part itself was so much better at home! This time around I'm thinking, I will plan for a homebirth, but I
always have the option to transfer to hospital during or after, if I feel like I NEED that over-the-top reassurance.
I am doing Hypnobabies (started last time, didn't stick with it
) and I really feel like I will be a lot more comfortable, being allowed to get on with it at home
I could use my own bathroom (I shared the bathroom in the hospital with another room and had to lock the bathroom door to THAT room before using the toilet and unlock it before I left......) wander around my own house, eat my own food, drink whatever I wanted and watch TV/play games... The atmosphere, because I was in my own home, was just so much more relaxed and easier to chill out and deal with the contractions in....
Hospitals are for sick people!!
IMO once you're in hospital, you can't easily go home, but if you start out at home, you have the option to go into hospital if you feel like that is the best thing for you at the time.