Kiki09
Mummy to a miracle
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A little rant...I know I am being unreasonable but I just cannot help how I feel.. We lost our baby at the end of January, at 15 weeks and I am still feeling lost and yet desperate to be pregnant again, which is not to forget my angel boy but I so want a baby have done for a very long time. Any how, long story short, my OH best friend was not overly impressed about us being pregnant and barely said "congratulations" at the time, he basically spends all his time behaving like a teenager getting very drunk most nights although he is 40, and his younger partner says she wants a baby but not for a few more years yet as he has to grow up and she is too young and still enjoying the party life they live.. I hear today she maybe pregnant, this has really upset me and I know I have no right but they did not want a baby just yet and here I am desperate, I feel awful about my feelings but just cannot help myself. It just seems unfair and why would they suddenly decide to have a baby when they were so anti a few weeks ago?
sorry, rant over...
sorry, rant over...