I don't really know why, but I feel fed up and disheartened at the minute! I don't feel like I have anything exciting happening in the near future as far as this pregnancy goes, all that's going to happen is that life is going to get harder! I'm worrying about money, I need more hours at work and it's really doubtful that I'm going to get them. I'm still feeling really sorry for myself because I'm still ill and I feel awful 23 weeks just seems such a...insignificant time! Then on here everyone either seems to be leaving to third tri or just joining second tri and I feel like I'm in limbo! Somewhere in the middle on my own, not far gone enough to go over to third but not quite fitting in in second. I'm pretty lonely too. Me and OH are working almost opposite shifts at the minute, he's on mornings, I'm on nights. So during the day, I'm stuck in the flat because he takes the car, and then I have to go to work. He works longer shifts than me too so I feel it more than he did. Being ill means I can't really walk round to my mums either... Oh and to top it off, I've lost my debit card! So we need some shopping that I can't even go and get. We don't even have any bread in the flat, we're running low on everything to drink other than alcohol...and I have no access to my money and OH is skint! Sorry, I'm being really miserable and pathetic but everything just seems crappy at the minute!