Lauren25xx
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Hi everyone,
I have never actually posted on here until now, but i just want to give everybody a big
I had a MC at 6 weeks in December, started bleeding Christmas eve... I dont think i actually grieved for my little one, i didn't cry or anything. However i then fell pregnant again in May, which was a chemical. Then it all just hit me, i didn't eat, hardly slept and shut myself out from my OH and friends.
I feel like i was only just coming out at the other side and now my OH brothers wife has just announced she is pregnant with her 3rd, while i am not bitter towards pregnant women (my best friend is currently 28 weeks pregnant) i am just SO annoyed about it. Her two other children i always get dumped with, not that i mind because i adore them. But im not just saying it but i feel like i have better parenting skills and i deserve this way more than they do!
She even said after having her last one that the reason she got a full time job is because she needs to get away from her children!? WHAT?!
Ive been constantly thinking about it since i found out and i just have a heavy feeling in my heart. I need to have a good old cry, but im defiantly all cried out!
I dont expect anybody to comment on this thread, but i just needed to let it all out
I have never actually posted on here until now, but i just want to give everybody a big
I had a MC at 6 weeks in December, started bleeding Christmas eve... I dont think i actually grieved for my little one, i didn't cry or anything. However i then fell pregnant again in May, which was a chemical. Then it all just hit me, i didn't eat, hardly slept and shut myself out from my OH and friends.
I feel like i was only just coming out at the other side and now my OH brothers wife has just announced she is pregnant with her 3rd, while i am not bitter towards pregnant women (my best friend is currently 28 weeks pregnant) i am just SO annoyed about it. Her two other children i always get dumped with, not that i mind because i adore them. But im not just saying it but i feel like i have better parenting skills and i deserve this way more than they do!
She even said after having her last one that the reason she got a full time job is because she needs to get away from her children!? WHAT?!
Ive been constantly thinking about it since i found out and i just have a heavy feeling in my heart. I need to have a good old cry, but im defiantly all cried out!
I dont expect anybody to comment on this thread, but i just needed to let it all out