Feeling really down- cd 23

[lauren888]

Im due af this sunday i tested with ebay cheapies the sensitive 10miu/ml ones but nothing i kow its early to test but if theyre ultra sensitive most can test 6 days before your missed period- that would be today!

I am so so gutted, i want to break down and cry, i have had 2 pregnancys my forst resulted in a beautiful baby boy who is no longer a baby but a bright and beautiful almost 2 year old and the 2nd ended at 9 weeks I didnt try for either of those pregnancies and now in my heart and soul i really want to have another baby and my stupid body wont play ball.

I have 7 tests ready to be used, 3 cheapies 2 fr and 2 cb digis, i hope to god one of them gives me my bfp this week, this 2 week wait has been so long x