Miskas mommy
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Aww congrats Karen!
1508! 1ST APP Wednesday @ 4! I CANT WAIT!
My appointment went well I guess. So they saw the gestational sac, the yolk sac, and the fetal pole, according to the ultrasound tech. She said I was measuring right on with my dates. Then I had my appointment with my OB. I went back 20 minutes late, spent 15 with his assistant. She thought I was there for a followup on pelvic pain. Uh, no. So it was just a gyno appointment and not an ob appointment. She said before my first OB appointment I would have to have a panel done. She took down some questions I had for my doc and didn't even ask about changes in my medical history. She was about to leave and I said you might want to know I was diagnosed with diabetes in June. She said yes I do want to know that, you don't want a mando baby. Then we waitied 10 more minutes for the dr. He said I was measuring 5+1 which is 5 days behind. He wants me back in for another ultrasound in 10 days, so it is scheduled for the 2nd. He talked a little bit about my diabetes and that was it. It wasn't what I was expecting but I felt good and hopeful leaving. Then yesterday the nurse calls to give me the results of my preogesterone, which she had already given me the day before. I asked her why labs hadn't been ordered if my ob wants me to have another appointment with him after my ultrasound. She said they were all wondering the same thing. She had asked him and he said he wants to see how my next ultrasound goes before scheduling my first ob appointment. That just crushed me and made me feel like he doesn't have any hope. Now I am having a hard time. Last night I was so sure I was going to loose the baby. I know a lot of this is due to my depression and anxiety, but I can't seem to get over it. I really can't take another loss so soon after our failed adoption.