Hi everyone! I hate to be a downer, but I have to get this off my chest. We had another ultrasound yesterday. The doc said we are now looking at pulmonary hyperstasis. Basically the lungs aren't maturing. I have practically no amniotic fluid, which is why the lungs aren't developing. Everything else is healthy, baby is growing consistently, good blood flow, just no fluid to develop the lungs. It is heartbreaking, especially since we can only "wait and see". I have honestly never felt so alone in all my life. No one else has to experience feeling him move or doing the baths and the other things that are supposed to help, it's just me. This amazing miraculous journey has slowly become a nightmare. I really, really need some answers. I'm not sure how much longer I can handle this. It's torture to feel him in there thriving, not knowing if he will survive long enough for me to hold him and look into his eyes. I see my regular OB tomorrow, so we'll see what he says. I'm going to ask that they retest to see if I am leaking fluid. It doesn't make sense that the baby is growing and there is good blood flow, but the fluid is low. I'm thinking there must be a leak.
Anyway, I'm so sorry to be a downer, I just wasn't sure where else to get this out. It's so hard to actually talk it out, that I thought I could write it, which has been easier.
Thanks for "listening"! Wishing all the best to all of you!