first cycle actively trying (June 2015)

[gina236]

Wow that is messed up! Poor guy! I hope your bf realizes he's being a jerk. Lol. It's so hard when you first move in together. Me and my dh used to fight alot. It takes awhile to get into a routine. You would think he wouldn't be like that because of the long distance you did before, he didn't get nearly the attention he is now. Hopefully he just needs time to cool.

I know it's normal to feel jealous but it kills me. It will be months before we tell everyone if I am pregnant and by then she will be so far along. Blahh. Just so much unnecessary anger toward them. First try they get it. Ugh. Oh well. Time to accept it and move on. I had a feeling she was from her pinterest. Was just waiting for the announcement.

 

[FertileFlower]

Gina I am so excited for you!!!! Try to think happy thoughts even though you're still uncertain. Send the little bean good and happy energy! This is your time. ^hugs^

 

[Velathria]

It's ok... I think actually told.me that he felt like I didn't love him anymore and that I don't sit with him all day.

Men are such baby's. .. they want us to hold their hands on everything xD

But I talked it out with him... I hope it gets better.

Hey welcome back fertileflower. how are you?

Gina just forget about that couple. It doesn't matter. Just be happy that you might have a wonderful baby in your arms in 9 months

 

[gina236]

Thanks guys. Thinking I might break open that pack of new style frers tonight. They are known to give false positives, so hopefully I will at least see something lol. If I see something on that I might to a digi I wanted to wait until Saturday fmu but I just want to know so bad now! Lol

Jeez men are such babies. What would they do without us?! Lol

Fertile how are you doing?

 

[Velathria]

Hahaha break into them xD I won't talk you out of it lol... if I could I'd buy you one right now xD

Yeah I know ... they always need us women xD

 

[gina236]

Ahhhhhh my old style tests came in and they are the right ones!!! It's gotta be a sign I should take one 1.5 hr hold so farrrr.

 

[gina236]

And of course my hubby gave me permission to open the other ones before I got the mail haha

 

[Velathria]

So did you open the other ones? Well I can't wait.. you must let me know. Good luck waaaah I wish I were there standing outside of the bathroom ready to squeal with you xD

 

[gina236]

Hehe I haven't taken them yet. Almost at a 3 hr hold! I don't think i can do more than that. I've had to pee for 2 hours haha. But been eating salty chips to help concentrate my urine I plan to take a IC and if I see something on that open the frers and if there is something there maybe do a digi. That site said a digi would be 80% chance of a bfp if I'm pregnant so maybe it will show even though I'm only 11 dpo. If not, I have 2 more in the box

 

[Velathria]

Hahaha go go go!!! And you must let me know immediately

 

[gina236]

Well no happy dance. I took a wondfo and something clearly catches my eye. Took both style frers and a digi. Digi said not pregnant, new style frer who knows with that indent in the strip, and old style frer has the slightest hint of a line but nothing definite I actually feel like the wondfo is darker than the frer. Feeling pretty crappy now. I was hoping for a true bfp. Might hold off testing with real tests until Sunday...

 

[Velathria]

Aw... let me see the frer with the slight line. and I bet on Saturday it'll be more clearer.

 

[gina236]

Not sure if it shows on camera. Haven't really looked at I or tweaked it yet. But I looked at the test again and there is definitely something there and it's pink. I'm just afraid I'm going to end up having another chemical if these tests don't start getting darker..

 

[Velathria]

I Def see a line!! Oh I hope it gets darker. .. got my fingers crossed that it's not another CP... hope it sticks.

 

[gina236]

Me too. I thought since I could see it on a 25 mIU test that I would see a stronger line on a FRER. But I guess I should be happy there is a line at all. I am only 11 dpo so hopefully it will darken soon!

 

[Velathria]

It has to.. you did all that stuff this month. It just has to. Think positive... just go slow and don't over do yourself take it easy.

 

[gina236]

Thanks. I hope your right.

 

[Velathria]

Keep me informed or I'll be all worried. I will be keeping my fingers crossed for you

 

[gina236]

Haha don't have to worry about that. All I do at work all day is sit on this site. Very boring job

 

[Velathria]

Hahahah me too though. Except pick up the little one and Cook and clean. My bf groans already when he sees Me on the forum xD