Faerie
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I never know if I'm meant to post in here, as Sofia was induced at 37 weeks so not technically premature, but we don't really seem to fit anywhere else either.
Sofia was diagnosed with gastroschisis, a congenital defect where the abdomen doesn't close leaving the bowel (and sometimes other organs) outside, when I was 12 weeks pregnant. So although I had the whole pregnancy to get used to the idea, I also had the whole pregnancy to worry about it. She had bowel surgery on her first day and was in hospital for 3 weeks (she contracted NEC and a longline infection at 2 weeks when we were meant to leave). I know this is nothing as horrific as some of your stories.
Anyway, not really sure why I'm posting this but... I keep having flashbacks. It's like I blocked her stay in hospital out of my mind when we left and steamrollered on with our lives but now things keep popping into my head. Especially moments when we thought she'd die, and it's all so clear.
Does anyone else get this? Did you always or did it start later? Does it stop??
She's perfectly healthy now so really I have nothing to worry about. Hope you don't mind me posting.
Sofia was diagnosed with gastroschisis, a congenital defect where the abdomen doesn't close leaving the bowel (and sometimes other organs) outside, when I was 12 weeks pregnant. So although I had the whole pregnancy to get used to the idea, I also had the whole pregnancy to worry about it. She had bowel surgery on her first day and was in hospital for 3 weeks (she contracted NEC and a longline infection at 2 weeks when we were meant to leave). I know this is nothing as horrific as some of your stories.
Anyway, not really sure why I'm posting this but... I keep having flashbacks. It's like I blocked her stay in hospital out of my mind when we left and steamrollered on with our lives but now things keep popping into my head. Especially moments when we thought she'd die, and it's all so clear.
Does anyone else get this? Did you always or did it start later? Does it stop??
She's perfectly healthy now so really I have nothing to worry about. Hope you don't mind me posting.