In a week ill be 37w. Which means baby can come then at any time. For whatever reason I'm terrified. Idk why! I'm scared of the pain of an epidural. What if DD is inconsolable and needs my DH to take her out of the room? Will the pain send me through the walls? Will I rip? Will the epi not work? Will my VBAC be a disaster? OMG I am just terrified!!!