Oh gosh, sb, I can totally relate. I wanted to kill that nurse practitioner who told me I had miscarried. My ob wasn't in the office that day and I only came in to get my blood drawn. I described my bleeding to the nurse and she 'matter-of-factly' announced, oh, you miscarried and left me alone in the room. 30 seconds later I heard her laughing with someone next door. I thought that was so rude and inconsiderate. I didn't expect her to cry with me, but she handled it terribly. When I got back and found out my levels were rising I wanted to kill her. Since that day she avoided me every time I went back to the office.
I hope your blood work is good, sb! Keep us posted, fingers crossed!