Look out girls, I have two hands on a real keyboard. Lets see how long this lasts before someone needs me. I'm going to start way back because I haven't been on so much, I'm sure not in the right order.
Braij, I'm so glad that you are Max are doign well. He is so beautiful. Sometimes those really fast births can be traumatic. Mine were. It's like going from A to B with almost nothing in between. Hi baby, where did you come from? I remember feeling like I was going to die and thinking I must have such a long time ahead because I was only to 4 and it hurts so bad and you can't even imagine how you could get through more time at that point. Fast births do feel traumatic, I remember trying to piece everything together in my head over and over again, I couldn't comprehend what happened when, who was where, who did what. It makes it all seem like it wasn't even real. You still don't get the experience that you had in your mind even when it goes fast. It feels so shocking and startling. Just take some time for yourself and snuggle the baby as much as you can, it'll all be okay. Having a baby is such a wonderful experience, but it can get to you when it doesn't go as you planned or expected. I know you love your baby, and I know you won't let the experience get you down. Life is full of challenges, isn't it? Hugs, send more pictures, he's so gorgeous.
Daisy, all of that stuff that you went through with your dd. I never got a pm from you regarding that. I saw so much love from everyone as they shared their own experiences, it was so sweet. I think you handled everything beautifully, it's so hard. Most everyone has btdt to some extent or in some way. You did what you had to do, and your dd is growing up and most do go through some sort of thing as they're breaking away from their parents. I wish they didn't have to. I know that you wrote about giving up on ttc, but I hope that you don't. You still have time at this point, but if you wait too long you may not have a chance at all. There are still other things to try, you can't win if you don't play.
Rosa, you have me stumped. I'm just going to have to watch and wait. You didn't do soy yet, right?
I know someone wrote not to do soy and maca at the same time, but I just did.
My chart doesn't show O, but I'm pretty sure that I did. I suppose I'll know I did if af shows on time.
Beckie, I'm not glad that your lo got sick but itsn't it nice to know there was a good reason for his behavior? I can't wait to see your next tests.
Megg, I'll just watch for your next video. I already know how tough you are.
Amanda, I think it was before I left but I was so busy then packing, Amelia's pics. Those were the most beautiful sono pics I've ever seen. They were so clear and showed so much detail. She's so beautiful. The bonnet is adorable, very sweet. Will she wear it for something special or all the time? I love bonnets. I bought one on eBay that was knitted or crochet I don't remember, but it had marabou all the way around it, I LOVED it!!! I'd buy another if I could find one like it. I should get it out and take a pic, I mean it's so precious.
Amber, I looked at all of your diaper sets as I read but didn't comment. They're adorable. You've got some great boy ideas with those shoes and the hats. You are a fast sewer too. I can't put out nearly as many items as you do. I've been collecting preemie patterns, I want to make some NICU clothing. I would be expecting another preemie if we have another. Have you tried taking a different kind of test? Your opk is still so dark, I wonder if because LH and HCG are so similar that you are picking it up on the HPT. I know it's not supposed to work that way, only the other way around. I've had it happen when I accidentally took an HPT instead of an OPK, it showed a super faint line. I'd try a different kind of test, and I'd definitely keep doing both. I'm curious. I haven't looked at your chart yet. I don't know why, I looked at everyone else's. Sorry.
Pam and sbmello, hoping your dr.s call with great news. Sorry you have to wait like that.
Claire, your little boy is sooooo beautiful. I love pretty boys. He's a keeper, that's for sure.
Sweet Alida, how are you doing? How did it go when you surprised your dh with the news? I still haven't heard?
Andrea, I'm sorry that you've had such an eventful week. I'm glad that you and your dh got everything worked out, your letter was beautiful and obviously heartfelt. I think that everyone has had struggles in their marriages, and it's never perfectly easy. Sometimes, I want to share when things happen because it hurts, but then my second thought is that I'm not portraying a good image of what marriage is supposed to be. I feel like if I say things about our struggles then I'm giving others the idea that marriage is always hard, at the same time, if you say nothing you give an unrealistic idea that life is perfect and that makes others think that they are the only one. I really think that everyone has had their fair share of struggles in life. When life gets overwhelming then it's time to change life. Doesn't it seem that depression is almost a normal part of life too? How many people can you name that haven't had depression at some point in their life? I don't think I can name a single person. It's all in what you do with it, how you handle it. Again, if life gets overwhelming, then change life. There are some things that we may never be able to change about our lives, but there are always going to be areas that we can change to make things happier. Sometimes, we have to just decide to be happy where we are.
A little story, not this trip we just made but a few years ago we made the same trip and the kids were whining and tired and cranky, so was dh for that matter. We stopped at a stream and we announced that we were going to play in the rocks. My then LO jumped out and said, you mean these rocks???? She picked up a piece of gravel from the parking lot, not the pretty rocks down by the water we were talking about. I guess the moral to the story is being happy with what you have, these rocks are great and they are fun too, although not as pretty as those other ones down there.
I had so much fun on this trip we just made, my assigned seat in the 15 passenger van was in the far back between two car seats. My two little ones were happy, never cried and I had a blast playing with them and keeping them in a good mood. Not once did I hear them complain about getting back in their car seats. It was a 14 hour drive, although we didn't do it in one day. They did awesome, I can't wait to post some beach pics. I haven't even looked at them yet. I'm all bruised up though, we had stuff packed everywhere in the van. I had to take a huge step over stuff to get to my seat, it was hard getting back there but I didn't mind. My dh joked that I needed a sports bra to ride back there, it was so bouncy.
Pambolina, where's your chart? I remember you talking about your parts humming, I was guessing that was O time. What cd are you on? What dpo?
Katie, I soooooo remember what you are talking about. Try to keep something in your stomach all the time. Even if you wake up at night, if you're not feeling yucky keep eating and nibbling. Do high protein before bed. If your mouth is watering too much, I hate that, it will delay vomitting if you spit it out, gross I know, but it may help. I wouldn't be online either feeling that way. It makes it hard to do anything. I don't think that a little less sxs means anything at all at this point. It may just be that you are getting used to things. My ms sxs are worse between 6-10 weeks, usually I notice feeling a bit better at about 9-9 1/2 weeks, definitely not all better. I'm sure it's different for everyone, I get super sick when I'm pg and usually end up hospitalized and dehydrated. I remember with my 4 yo, I got so sick I was almost dilerious. I could hold nothing down and was in the hospital for a few days and I actually thought that being pg was going to kill me and felt a bit of regret because I felt so guilty leaving my other kids. I had a bit of that feeling of OMGoodness what have I done? I'm sure if I got pg again I'd go through the same thing. It's not fun being sick, that's just all there is to it.
Mari, how are you and your sweet baby girl?
Nikki, I don't know what's up but I'm just going to watch and wait with you. I think your wisdom teeth could have messed with your temps. Sorry about losing your purse, did you call to see if you left it at the dentist's.
Andrea, I'm glad that you and your dh are okay after your motorcycle accident. OUCH!!!
Zoie, what cd are you on? Your chart?
Babyhopes, is having a baby!!! It sounds like you are doing great, your last tests looked so pretty.
sbmello, congrats if I haven't told you already. Hope the dr. has great news, can you just increase your prometrium dose?
Cami, I can't wait for you to have your baby. How are you feeling today?
mummylove, I thought you must have already O'd when you spoke of pouncing him at lunch. Now you are getting a line on your opks, he better look out, huh?
Rosa, if your dr found group b strep he must have tested for it, right? He probably checked your urine, maybe even had to send it off for that? I have a friend who gets it in her urine all the time, but she has kidney issues anyway. It's not something weird or anything, it's just not supposed to be there.
Stacey, hugs, I'm sorry you feel af is coming.
Who did I forget? There are so many important people on here. I'm sorry.
I'm going to post pics, I hope later. As soon as I get through my camera, but for now I have to fold some laundry. I'm still not caught up on the laundry from our trip. My opks, I saved a couple of the darker ones, it never truly got + but I marked the darkest ones as +. I really think that I O'd, or else my temps would go back down. I shall wait and watch.
Have a good day girls.