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This is my first time posting in this section and honestly I feel horrible about it but I have no one else I can talk to about this so here it goes..my husband and I found out that were expecting our second girl when I was 18w, before we found out the gender I said I wouldn't mind what it was and had no preference but deep down of course I had want for a boy but nonetheless I was still very excited after the gender reveal. Up until now that is..now I am 24w and starting to have a little bit of gender disappointment. I feel really bad because we ttc this baby for 11 months and we also have 2 angels so I feel like I'm being ungrateful even though our prayers were answered because of this I am having trouble bonding with Lilia unlike with my first daughter. I love her don't get me wrong but sometimes when I feel her kick or move it makes the gender disappointment feelings stronger
My husband and I do want 3 children so a boy isn't completely out of the cards for us but I feel like a bad mom because I'm not as happy as I was with my first daughter even after everything we went through the 11 months we were ttc.
I guess there isn't really a point in posting this I just needed to vent and get this off my chest. Its such a sucky feeling
My husband and I do want 3 children so a boy isn't completely out of the cards for us but I feel like a bad mom because I'm not as happy as I was with my first daughter even after everything we went through the 11 months we were ttc.
I guess there isn't really a point in posting this I just needed to vent and get this off my chest. Its such a sucky feeling