Its such a shame when parents and grandparents can't be bothered. I didn't see my Dad for 10 years from age 8 to 18 when I traced him. He couldn't even remember how old I was the last time he saw me. He insisted that I was 4, but I know I was 8 as we moved to a new house just before my 8th birthday and by the Christmas he had stopped coming. He kept up minimum contact until I started speaking to my Mum again (I didn't speak to her for 5 years after moving out of her house at 18) and then just stopped emailing and I haven't seen him since. His never seen my youngest and doesn't even know I'm pregnant now. But in the time that I did know him as an adult I got to see that a lot of the things my Mum said about him were true. He is an arrogant twat with ideas above his station LMAO
But with him, and having a bad relationship with my Mum and a piece of scum for a step-dad, and even though I love my Grandad and his never done anything wrong to me, I know he used to drink away all the money and beat up my Nan when my Mum was growing up. I feel I've found a real father figure in FIL. Someone I would have been proud to call my Dad. DH never has a bad word to say about him when they were growing up and I'm glad he learnt what it takes to be a father from FIL rather than my Dad, my brother seems to have taken after him and not seen his 7 year old daughter since she was about 3. Makes me sad as he always said he'd never be like him.
Sorry probably didn't need my whole life history LOL