Oh lovn I'm sorry.
I have been thinking about it and it seems the more you know about baby making the harder it is. Thats how all those young girls who believe you can't get pregnant if you do t standing up etc get pregnant by accident.
My 1st baby all I knew was sex made a baby and the middle of the cycle was the best time. Bam pregnant 1st month TTC, with my 2nd I knew a little more about ovulation and how long sperm lived, took 7 months, with my 3rd again I had learnt new things, took 12 months. Now I know about temping and charting and how long each part takes and implantation and hcg rising levels etc and been trying over 2 years. I think I need all TTC knowledge erasing from my brain to finally get a BFP