Having a down day

[mummy2_1]

I posted recently about crying spells. Well they're much better. I only cry once every so often, still over the silliest of things.

Today is just one of those days. My little boy is trying to cheer me up. I won't cry in front of him. That's not far but he picks up on my down moments

Today is my friends bday so I've baked a cake made decorations for when she comes round, and wrapped her presents. I'm upset bcos it's a waiting game. Obviously being on maternity, I'm watching the world go by. Everyone is still at work or going about their day to day business and I feel out of sorts. I have to plan thongs to do or I get so bored and more upset
So today I've got up, got dressed, we've already been out to the shops. Come back, like I say decorated cake, house and wrapped presents. Now I'm bored. My lg is feeding literally ever hour since 6.30 so I feel I'm constantly holding her today. And now my little boy has pooed but I can't change him as I'm feeding my lg.

I I'm being silly and the feeling will pass. But seen as the only two people I can talk to are under 3 yrs old I thought I would rant on here

 

[vickyandchick]

Big hun!
No advice I'm afraid but I just wanted to let you know that you're not alone, some days I feel the same and as the day drags I just feel worse.

 

[tallybee]

you're not alone Hun it's hard sometimes x

 

[_Meep_]

I often feel the same way and I've only got one! Totally relate to watching the world go by and seeing other people getting on with life while you're just stuck.

Your little girl will soon grow into a big girl though, and your two children will be able to entertain each other. They make life so wonderful, even though it is hard at first when they are SO dependent.