So we have been trying to conceive for 2 years. On Monday my husbands brother told us that he and his gf of 5 months were expecting. I feel heartbroken, we always kind of thought that it would us having a baby first and us who gave the inlaws a first grandchild etc. my inlaws love my brother in laws new gf and since she arrived on the scene they barely acknowledge me and I can see this will only get worse, I feel that she has given them the one thing they really wanted. And of course the main pain I feel is that we have tried every month for 2 years since we got married and yet she cn just get pregnant by accident and it just feels so unfair. When they left after telling us I spent the whole evening in tears. It was Hubby's birthday as well so that was ruined! I know i should be happy for them as they have a precious baby and I hope in time that I will be but right now I just feel like I can't face them, I don't want to see or speak to them because the pain is too much. My inlaws want the whole family around on Sunday to celebrate and I really can't go. I know if I do it will be so hard and I don't want to put myself through that. At the same time I don't want to upset them or ruin anyone's joy by not going. I feel so torn and every time I think of them having a baby I can't stop crying