Any news yet Kuri or IAB?
I had my psychiatrist appointment today and he recommended cognitive behavioural therapy with another therapist to help with the anxiety. Also was hooked up with a pediatrician -- though it's quite a drive... we don't have any in the immediate area. LO does not seem to mind the outings; though everyone we meet seems to be surprised I'd take such a little guy out. I know that if I don't go out, though, I tend to get more depressed and agoraphobic. Also, it's helped me to have support through it so that I feel more confident about going on alone with him. I've discovered how the car seat and stroller work, things to take with us in the diaper bag, and so forth. I've kept the outings fairly short though, as I'm (of course) still having lochia and still healing from my tear/episiotomy (not to mention terrible hemorrhoids). Ouch.
Feeling a little more optimistic if not any more well rested today. Got more sleep last night, but I had to resort to pharmaceutical interventions (anti-nausea pill that causes drowsiness and is safe for breastfeeding/pregnancy). And I thought I had bad sleep when I was pregnant... lol...