HELP me please!! TTC second cycle after my angel daughter

[LovingAngel]

Hi everyone, this is our second cycle after giving birth to our angel daughter at 25 weeks. The grief and anxiety I feel for my daughter is so intense and TTC has just been so overwhelming. My husband and I are ready to have another baby I'm just not mentally to deal with all of this anxiety of tcc again.

This month I bought the advanced clearblue opk and also started to track my bbt once my thermometer came in. I did post this the other day and did get one response, but my chart still doesn't detect an ovulation and I'm just so heartbroken today and I am praying that someone with experience is able to guide me through this.

I appreciate all your input.

 

[Hula1]

So so sorry for your loss. To lose your little girl at that stage must be so incredibly hard.

I understand feeling ready to have another baby as often it seems the only thing that can help heal this awful pain is finally taking home our babies but it maybe your body isn t ready yet. Your chart looks like it s trying to ovulate but not quite getting there. It can take several months after having a baby for you re body to get back to normal. Maybe try to take this time that your body needs to get physically back to normal as time to allow yourself to become mentally ready for ttc.

Lots of hugs and i really hope you soon get your rainbow baby.

 

[Dill]

I am so very, very sorry for your loss.

I agree with everything that Hula1 said. It was months before my cycle resumed after my big loss, and even then, it still wasn't quite "right" until after my ensuing chemical. Hang in there, and keep tracking.

 

[jlw617]

Hi, wish I could say more than what's already been said but sometimes it can take a few cycles before your body is back to "normal" I had a missed miscarriage and am on my 3rd cycle, I didn't ovulate my first 2 cycles after my mc, I'm praying I do on this one

 

[LovingAngel]

It's just so hard to accept.

Last month my cycle was pretty normal and was 31 days. This cycle I keep getting signs of ovulation just no temp raise. I appreciate all your honesty ladies. I know I am just being desperate but does anyone know from looking at my chart if it's still possible for my body to successfully ovulate or should I just take this cycle as a bfn already?

 

[Dill]

Do you have the link to February's chart? You only uploaded a screenshot of January's.

 

[LovingAngel]

Do you have the link to February's chart? You only uploaded a screenshot of January's.

That is February's. Just my last AF was January 24th. Thank you for looking at it.

 

[Dill]

Oh, my mistake! I was looking at the wrong numbers.

Have you continued with the OPKs?

 

[LovingAngel]

Oh, my mistake! I was looking at the wrong numbers.

Have you continued with the OPKs?

Yes. I put them all in my chart as well. I got a flashing smiley with cb advanced digi opk today but I had what I thought was a positive reg opk on Saturday. Soooo confusing. I thought maybe this past Saturday could be another tempted o day but my temp didn't really spike and it's not the highest it's been. I'm so lost.

 

[Dill]

I'd probably count today as the positive OPK, then. I suspect the digis leave less room for error than a traditional pee stick. How are your other fertile signs today? CM, cervix position and texture, etc.?

 

[LovingAngel]

Well today's reading was just a high reading. Not the fixed peak smiley. No cm but had tons on Saturday. My cervix was high closed and softer today but on Saturday it was open.

 

[Dill]

What sort of CM on Saturday?

 

[LovingAngel]

I'd probably count today as the positive OPK, then. I suspect the digis leave less room for error than a traditional pee stick. How are your other fertile signs today? CM, cervix position and texture, etc.?

It was only a high flashing smiley today not the firm peak smiley and on Saturday I had tons of cm and non today. On Saturday I also noticed my cervix was high soft and open. Today it felt high soft but closed.

 

[LovingAngel]

Well today was just a flashing smiley not the high peak smiley. I didn't have any cm today but I had tons on Saturday. My cervix seemed soft high and open on Saturday too.

 

[LovingAngel]

I'd probably count today as the positive OPK, then. I suspect the digis leave less room for error than a traditional pee stick. How are your other fertile signs today? CM, cervix position and texture, etc.?

So this was my chart today. Does it look like I could've finally o'ed in Saturday?

 

[Dill]

I'd say there's a strong possibility! You've got a nice dip followed by a spike. If your temps stay elevated for at least a few more days, I'd say yes.

 

[LovingAngel]

I'd say there's a strong possibility! You've got a nice dip followed by a spike. If your temps stay elevated for at least a few more days, I'd say yes.

Thanks Dill for the support. I just want tomorrow to come so I can take my temp again! How are you doing and where are you at in your cycle?

 

[Dill]

I'm just 4dpo this cycle and trying to stay strong until my test date! Feeling pretty good about that so far, but my resolve may crumble if I see even a hint of an implantation dip, haha.

I expect to hear back in the morning about your temp!

 

[LovingAngel]

I'm just 4dpo this cycle and trying to stay strong until my test date! Feeling pretty good about that so far, but my resolve may crumble if I see even a hint of an implantation dip, haha.

I expect to hear back in the morning about your temp!

Wow seems like we will be tww buddies! That is if my tempt
stays up over the next few days. Keep your fingers crossed!! 😊

 

[Dill]

I have my fingers crossed SUPER hard for you!