Second Chance
Loving my lil Boy
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- Jan 21, 2010
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RiverSong, thank you for not judging, I appreciate your kind words more than you know ! I know I have made a terrible mistake by continueing our relations and I am now trying to remedy that mistake. I have been looking into jobs but it is hard for me to find work because I am a felon, no I am not using it as an excuse and I am not just sitting here hoping people will throw money at me, I am in school online full time and I am trying to make a better life for me and my son so I dont need FOB's help anymore and I can shake him for good! Im just having a hard time is all. I have ended communication with him except for on the days he pays me or to ask about his son, and I am no longer seeing him at all. This is a decision I JUST made last night, but I am determined to stick to it!
Trying4ababy, It would have been a failed BC issue, I took it daily and that is why I couldnt believe it could be happening again! And i have cut my losses and dropped the other guy as well... I am terrified to be alone but at the same time i am scared of what could happen so I am just going to take care of myself and my son and maybe someday the RIGHT guy will come along and he love us both... I am sorry so many of you seem so digusted with my mistakes, but I cant take them back, and I got an amazing, loving, smart, and beautiful little boy out of it... So i cant say i regret anything that has happened between us! I just wish the situation itself could be a little bit different!
Daisy, she was told by my old roommate which is why she left him in the first place he denied it and she is in complete denial about it she moved back to be closer to her sister (according to him) and they arent really trying to work it out, but yet they are... I dont know but she has been told she is just denying that it is true!
Trying4ababy, It would have been a failed BC issue, I took it daily and that is why I couldnt believe it could be happening again! And i have cut my losses and dropped the other guy as well... I am terrified to be alone but at the same time i am scared of what could happen so I am just going to take care of myself and my son and maybe someday the RIGHT guy will come along and he love us both... I am sorry so many of you seem so digusted with my mistakes, but I cant take them back, and I got an amazing, loving, smart, and beautiful little boy out of it... So i cant say i regret anything that has happened between us! I just wish the situation itself could be a little bit different!
Daisy, she was told by my old roommate which is why she left him in the first place he denied it and she is in complete denial about it she moved back to be closer to her sister (according to him) and they arent really trying to work it out, but yet they are... I dont know but she has been told she is just denying that it is true!