I dont think i can do this anymore ive had enough ....
Heart consultnt says no more tests can be done till after baby is born and i have no idea how long im gonna be here, no treatment can be done only close obs and keep me stable ....
Still geting pains but not regular (which is good) now talk of 32wk induction, and baby head down still ....
What the hell is wrong with me??? cant even do the most natural thing in the world properly without trying to do myself in and damaging my baby ..... surley my body did enough in december?
Bet you lot are sick of hearing bout my shite, tbh im sick of myself, im not even capable of lookin after madeleine, not much of a mother to her am i.
Im usless
Sorry for the whine im just so fed up, all this is so unfair ...
Heart consultnt says no more tests can be done till after baby is born and i have no idea how long im gonna be here, no treatment can be done only close obs and keep me stable ....
Still geting pains but not regular (which is good) now talk of 32wk induction, and baby head down still ....
What the hell is wrong with me??? cant even do the most natural thing in the world properly without trying to do myself in and damaging my baby ..... surley my body did enough in december?
Bet you lot are sick of hearing bout my shite, tbh im sick of myself, im not even capable of lookin after madeleine, not much of a mother to her am i.
Im usless
Sorry for the whine im just so fed up, all this is so unfair ...