This is the best thread I've read yet!
Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! for letting me know that I'm not the only one with a partner with no sex drive. It's hard when you live in a society where it is expected that all men ever want is some booty then to go home at night to a man who just wants to snuggle
In all of my previous relationships sex was number one on their mind..... Which certainly didn't prepare me for this.
And it began at the beginning of our relationship too.. You think I woulda run! It was a few months into dating we were making out getting all hot and steamy (mind you I was the one to initiate that... I initiated everything even the first kiss after two months of dating... weird I know!) and I went to take it all the way and he said "No!" he wanted to make sure our relationship was well grounded and serious before we'd do that! WTF?!?! I cried for hours afterwards
And this was after he had told me his last encounter was a one night stand he had met at a bar. Maybe it destroyed him inside in some way cause we were together for months! And don't get me wrong he didn't depict himself as a "slut" in his pre-me life and according to him I've been with more people (which isn't even alot).... I just thought it was just so weird. And there's a little part of me that's almost believes he was a virgin prior to me and just told me he wasn't so he didn't look lame... (I've seen highschool pictures of him and as sweet as he is he was a total nerd lol AGE HAS DONE HIM WELL!)
Anyways, 8 years have gone by... I finally did manage to seduce him and don't get me wrong he is EXCELLENT in bed and by far the best at doing some things
BUT he rarely wants to do it. If I leave it up to him he'll initiate things every 4 to 5 days (which from what I read isn't that bad) and it's also nice cause around day 3 he starts being nicer cuddlier etc etc... then day 4
I think since he switched jobs it's now every 5 to 7 days though
I however could go and want to go everyday but I need to feel wanted.
If I initiate before he "wants" to, he'll do it. But I have to do all the work then afterwards I feel like I have just molested him and feel all dirty... Then worse thing he won't even get to that 4 day point so ahhhhhh it's just depressing....
And now with trying to conceive I don't even remember the last time we did it cause he initiated it... It's been months since he made me feel wanted sexually
Physically he works well.... I just have to look at him and he goes hard.... last night we were cuddling before bed, doing some petting, he was hard as can be, but never made another move further than that and eventually decided he was tired and rolled over and fell asleep.... I coulda jumped on him and we coulda done it..... but emotionally I couldn't take the rejection again
Same thing happened this morning cept instead of turning over to go to sleep he said it was time to get up and got out of bed
Sorry for the long long rant, haven't really had anyone to talk to about it... I've tried some testosterone boosting natural therapies without him knowing before with no success but have never tried MACA.... Off to the store I go!