Aww im sorry you didnt get a positive. it can be emotionally draining when you really want this, and it's not happening. We have been TTC for two years, not one real BFP yet. But I do ovulate on Femara and on Clomid. Have you given those a try yet? The light line on your OPK is just showing that your body wants to have a surge, but cant quite get there. You will always have very faint lines as there is always LH in our system, but a stronger line with no positive can show us that our body wants to do the right thing but for some reason it cant.