URRRRRRRR!!!! I had a long response going and my computer booted me out! It is being quite upset with me today. Getting the ole gurl seen to tomorrow, b*&^h. urr.
Anyhoo, as I was saying. I am very sorry to hear that AF is here. But on a brighter side, at least it puts an end to your long cycle and you can get to starting over again. CD1!! A new, lucky cycle!!!!!
I am on cd7 now. Af is starting to pack her bags finally. This is new for me because it is usually over by tuesday evening. I am hoping to O next friday-ish, fx'd.
I dont tell my hubby that I am on here talking to people. I think he'll think I am a bit looney. He sees me on here but I try to hide that I am typing to people. He hears me typing away and will make a comment. One day he could he me typing and asked who I was writing the long message to and in the moment I said "none of your business!" HA!!! Wellllllllll........ it isnt.............
Trying to decide whether I will spring for the FR opk's again. I really think that I liked them better. I feel like they showed more and that I could really see the progression but they are like $43 for 9!!! whhhheeeeewwwwwyyyy. Maybe I'll just use the ic's and continue to bd every day leading up to friday and even a couple days after. I am asuuming I am o'ing because of last cycle so maybe if I dont buy the FR I wont obsess quite as much. I talked to my friend yesterday who told what I already kinda know and that is that I shouldnt be stressing over this. I am going to try to do lots of stuff with hubby next week to keep my mind off of it. See a movie, have a nacho/ Survivor nite.... hell, even go for a drive! Gotta learn to relax! I have spent so much time crying and its only been 6 months. Saw a couple on tv yesterday (because of course there was a segment on about infertility!) who have been ttc for 6 yrs! Lost a total of 7 babies (mc's) and even the surrogate mc'd. I could learn a lot from them. I just hope I dont become them. Oh dear god, I am gittin SAPPY! SLAP ME QUICK GABBYSKYY!! Slap me quick!! Hubby is coming gotta go!