okay so im a little late on this but reading this whole thread has really lifted my spirits in an odd way. lately ive been wondering when enough is enough. after 5 years without ever having a BFP, im wanting to find a way to stop wanting this. wondering if ill ever stop wanting this. and seeking out way to stop wanting it. its so hard, ive become so angry at circumstances, we just found out i have PCOS 2 weeks ago, why didnt any of the other doctors i had seen listened to me when i said i thought i had it? i wouldnt have to be this old (im 26, i know thats not old but i could have started treatment at 21). metformin made me incredibly sick and i found myself crying and being angry that i have to go through this bull sh*t and everyone else i know doesnt. now im angry because i found out my husband is getting deployed next year...and we dont have much time, and we dont have the luxury of "planning". everything has just made me angry at this point.
so believe me when i say, i know how you feel. and sometimes just knowing that someone else knows your pain helps a whole lot, i know it has for me. im so sick of people telling me to just relax, itll happen, "oh youre gonna make an amazing mother". i just want people to shut up, leave me alone, and not mention anything about any of that to me.
*hugs*
