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I think this is the reverse of most situations, as typically the wife wants more and hubby is opposed. So maybe someone else is in this "strange" situation?
I have wanted to be a mom since I was too young to be one. I imagined myself with 2 or 3 kids to chase around and love on one another. I was beside myself when hubby was finally ready to have kids and I obsessively tracked cycles from day 1. Fortunately, we seem to be very fertile and we got pregnant the first month trying. That ended in a MMC and then we got pregnant again after waiting one month and had an early loss. After a couple more months, we were pregnant again with our sweet boy.
Aside from lengthy morning sickness (up to 19 weeks), my pregnancy was a breeze. I didn't get overly huge, my blood pressure was fantastic, I had no trouble moving around and had minimal swelling. I generally felt GREAT both physically and emotionally. I didn't cry one single time the entire pregnancy (which is very like me. I was totally myself throughout all 9 months). But I found myself saying over and over to people that I had no desire to be pregnant ever again. And I truly meant it. I have yet to hear any response other than, "you will change your mind," but I know I won't. I am grateful to have experienced pregnancy and the joy of giving birth, because I know many women who would love to do those things cannot, but now I have done it and I don't want to do it again. Regardless of how truly easy my pregnancy was.
We always said 2 kids (and I wanted 3), so my husband and I began discussing adoption seriously while I was pregnant because I wanted to make sure he knew how serious I was about not carrying another myself. Plus, adoption has always been close to my heart because I have an adopted cousin that I am very close with. We just always thought we would have a few of our own and complete the family with an adopted child somewhere down the line. But when I became serious about not giving birth again myself, we began to talk savings for an adoption during my pregnancy. It's ridiculously expensive, so we knew we wanted to start saving early so the kids wouldn't be 5 or 7 years apart.
With our son being born in December and right next to Christmas, we want to make sure he still feels special and decided that we should take yearly vacations (hopefully abroad) as a way to both celebrate him and expand our horizons. We thought that would be something truly special for him since his birthday will always be overshadowed by Christmas (and kids who are traveling, etc wouldn't come to a birthday party that close to the holidays). So we thought this would be cool for the whole family. Plus, affordable and realistic with only one kid.
And somewhere along the line I realized that I didn't even want to save for adoption, no matter how important it had always been to me. I don't want to deal with years of "well he got this, so I should get one too" and "but you let him do xyz and you don't let me" and having to buy 2 or 3 of everything (braces, cars, college, etc). I want to live comfortably and let him try whatever new lesson he wants or take school trips my parents couldn't afford to let me go on. I don't want to overly spoil him, but I want the ABILITY to say yes when I want to and when it will be enriching for him. And we can't do that with 2 or 3 kids. And we certainly can't do much in the next few years if we are saving for a $10-20k adoption. And we are used to taking a vacation every year. I don't think he has realized yet that that will be permanently discontinued for yeaaaaars. Not to mention having to pay for so many extra plane seats and cruise tickets in the future..... It just makes me shudder.
I look down at my little man's face, and I am done. I know it. Even 5 weeks out, I know. But hubby just won't get on board because he thinks he will be too spoiled or mentally unstable for being alone. I have taken to sending dh little articles about the benefits of only having one, as a way to slowly wear him down, but I don't want him to feel unsatisfied in the future. But, at the same time, I know I will feel unhappy when we can't afford to do anything because we have multiple kids (and dh will too once he realizes). The whole family will suffer.
Has anyone ever been in such a dilemma? What did you do? Did you convince hubby to be done or did you sway and have more? And what has the family dynamic been like after? Is everyone satisfied with the decision eventually?
Also, Is anyone else complete with only one? Tell me about it. What are the pros and cons of being a family of 3?
I have wanted to be a mom since I was too young to be one. I imagined myself with 2 or 3 kids to chase around and love on one another. I was beside myself when hubby was finally ready to have kids and I obsessively tracked cycles from day 1. Fortunately, we seem to be very fertile and we got pregnant the first month trying. That ended in a MMC and then we got pregnant again after waiting one month and had an early loss. After a couple more months, we were pregnant again with our sweet boy.
Aside from lengthy morning sickness (up to 19 weeks), my pregnancy was a breeze. I didn't get overly huge, my blood pressure was fantastic, I had no trouble moving around and had minimal swelling. I generally felt GREAT both physically and emotionally. I didn't cry one single time the entire pregnancy (which is very like me. I was totally myself throughout all 9 months). But I found myself saying over and over to people that I had no desire to be pregnant ever again. And I truly meant it. I have yet to hear any response other than, "you will change your mind," but I know I won't. I am grateful to have experienced pregnancy and the joy of giving birth, because I know many women who would love to do those things cannot, but now I have done it and I don't want to do it again. Regardless of how truly easy my pregnancy was.
We always said 2 kids (and I wanted 3), so my husband and I began discussing adoption seriously while I was pregnant because I wanted to make sure he knew how serious I was about not carrying another myself. Plus, adoption has always been close to my heart because I have an adopted cousin that I am very close with. We just always thought we would have a few of our own and complete the family with an adopted child somewhere down the line. But when I became serious about not giving birth again myself, we began to talk savings for an adoption during my pregnancy. It's ridiculously expensive, so we knew we wanted to start saving early so the kids wouldn't be 5 or 7 years apart.
With our son being born in December and right next to Christmas, we want to make sure he still feels special and decided that we should take yearly vacations (hopefully abroad) as a way to both celebrate him and expand our horizons. We thought that would be something truly special for him since his birthday will always be overshadowed by Christmas (and kids who are traveling, etc wouldn't come to a birthday party that close to the holidays). So we thought this would be cool for the whole family. Plus, affordable and realistic with only one kid.
And somewhere along the line I realized that I didn't even want to save for adoption, no matter how important it had always been to me. I don't want to deal with years of "well he got this, so I should get one too" and "but you let him do xyz and you don't let me" and having to buy 2 or 3 of everything (braces, cars, college, etc). I want to live comfortably and let him try whatever new lesson he wants or take school trips my parents couldn't afford to let me go on. I don't want to overly spoil him, but I want the ABILITY to say yes when I want to and when it will be enriching for him. And we can't do that with 2 or 3 kids. And we certainly can't do much in the next few years if we are saving for a $10-20k adoption. And we are used to taking a vacation every year. I don't think he has realized yet that that will be permanently discontinued for yeaaaaars. Not to mention having to pay for so many extra plane seats and cruise tickets in the future..... It just makes me shudder.
I look down at my little man's face, and I am done. I know it. Even 5 weeks out, I know. But hubby just won't get on board because he thinks he will be too spoiled or mentally unstable for being alone. I have taken to sending dh little articles about the benefits of only having one, as a way to slowly wear him down, but I don't want him to feel unsatisfied in the future. But, at the same time, I know I will feel unhappy when we can't afford to do anything because we have multiple kids (and dh will too once he realizes). The whole family will suffer.
Has anyone ever been in such a dilemma? What did you do? Did you convince hubby to be done or did you sway and have more? And what has the family dynamic been like after? Is everyone satisfied with the decision eventually?
Also, Is anyone else complete with only one? Tell me about it. What are the pros and cons of being a family of 3?