Ok. This is quite confessional but I need somewhere for me to offload.
A month ago my boyfriend of three years left me for a woman I knew, I did some really stupid things to make myself feeling better. I got drunk and started seeing a couple of different guys.
I ended up having sex with three guys in one week (I feel disgusted and ashamed, I know plenty of men do this... but I used to have high moral standards)
I had sex the 26th, 28th, 30th, 31st- Jan, 2nd, 3rd, 4th and 5th - feb. This was exactly mid cycle. It didn't occur to me out of stupidity that I would fall pregnant.
I started feeling hot, achy, emotional and had a dual ache on one side of my stomach... so I took a test, it was a special test to detect HCG 6-8 DPO and it came up VERY faint positive- clearly I need to retest when I'm further along.
I feel heart broken... there's no way I'd want to lose or get rid of this baby but I'm not going to know who the father is and my whole family are going to be annoyed with me.
I guess I'm looking for support... .I'm going to stand by the consquences of my actions, though
charlie x
A month ago my boyfriend of three years left me for a woman I knew, I did some really stupid things to make myself feeling better. I got drunk and started seeing a couple of different guys.
I ended up having sex with three guys in one week (I feel disgusted and ashamed, I know plenty of men do this... but I used to have high moral standards)
I had sex the 26th, 28th, 30th, 31st- Jan, 2nd, 3rd, 4th and 5th - feb. This was exactly mid cycle. It didn't occur to me out of stupidity that I would fall pregnant.
I started feeling hot, achy, emotional and had a dual ache on one side of my stomach... so I took a test, it was a special test to detect HCG 6-8 DPO and it came up VERY faint positive- clearly I need to retest when I'm further along.
I feel heart broken... there's no way I'd want to lose or get rid of this baby but I'm not going to know who the father is and my whole family are going to be annoyed with me.
I guess I'm looking for support... .I'm going to stand by the consquences of my actions, though
charlie x