We did, but now we don't.
My oldest daughter was born perfectly healthy and "normal" by societal standards. She was a good and healthy length and birth weight and had a normal head circumference. At 5 weeks old, after a minor bump to the head, she had a CT Scan which showed a perfectly healthy, normal, developing brain. Then she got her first vaccine at 8 weeks old and her head circumference dropped to the 3rd percentile. She continued to get her vaccines as scheduled, and by 5 months old, she was microcephalic. Microcephaly is where the head circumference is below what is normal for the child's age. Zoe will be 5 in March and her head circumference is only 44.5cm. At diagnosis in June 2009, her head circumference was 44cm. That is only a half a centimetre growth in almost 3 years. At diagnosis, her then 6 month old brother's head circumference was 44.5cm. He is now 3. To put it into perspective, our 8 month old's HC is the SAME SIZE as Zoe's.
Zoe was 26 months old when she was diagnosed. We were seeking an autism diagnosis and had done weeks upon weeks of research into vaccines before we made the decision on whether we would vaccinate or not. The ingredients, the horror stories, the experience with Zoe was enough to turn me away from vaccines altogether. Big Pharma had my husband scared so, at the time, we agreed to delayed vaccinations, that we wouldn't start until Isaiah was two. Well, obviously, age 2 has come and gone and he still hasn't had his first vaccine.
Zoe has a neurometabolic condition. We don't know the causative gene, we still, honestly, don't know the why, we don't even know the WHAT. All we know is that her condition caused her microcephaly, seizures, developmental delays, anhidrosis (inability to sweat), immersion hypothermia (extreme drop in body temperature), pica, and many other various symptoms of this mystery condition. We know that this condition existed in her little body prior to vaccines, but there is a chance that the vaccines were her trigger. We are unable to prove this until we figure out what her condition is, but until we do, it has been recommended by her doctors that we DO NOT vaccinate our other kids, as the same condition could be laying dormant in their bodies, just waiting for that simple trigger. After seeing what my daughter battles on a daily basis, I would feel MORE guilty inflicting it on my perfectly healthy children and making them suffer when I knew there was a possibility of it happening. They are healthy and happy, and I know it is unlikely that they will catch any of these diseases. I can't knowingly risk my other children activating this condition and losing them too.
The vaccine, which is supposed to help prevent diseases and save her life, in her case, may have actually shortened her life span. We've had almost 5 years with her, but it is unknown how much longer we will have with her. A simple cold could quickly turn to pneumonia, a seizure could take her. More than 10 minutes outside in the cold causes her to turn cyanotic, 10 minutes in the heat causes her to lose consciousness, fevers climb from 99 to 102 or 103 in 20 minutes flat, and sometimes cause seizures. She is ALMOST ALWAYS hospitalized for fevers because of her anhidrosis. Rather than sweat to control her body temperature with a fever, her body absorbs moisture and dehydrates too quickly, causing the fever to continually rise, so she needs continuous IV fluids to help her body fight the fever. Tylenol and Advil rarely work on a fever alone. She is missing/losing white matter in her brain, which controls the body signals to and from the brain. If she continues to lose, her organs could slowly shut down. I could wake up tomorrow morning and go to wake her, and she could be gone. We seize every day that we have with her, because we know that an hour from me, we could lose her. You can learn more about the amazing kid she is in the journal below.
That's our experience with vaccines. I'm not against vaccines in the least. I do believe they have contributed to the eradication of some diseases, but I also believe there are some extremely unnecessary ones, such as the chicken pox vaccines. That being said, I will NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER tell parents to listen to Big Pharma and jump into vaccines because media and manufacturers say they are safe. I will ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS encourage parents to do their own outside research before making the decision to vaccinate on schedule, delay, or vaccinate at all. Look at the research from both ends. If there is ANY history of neurological conditions or the like in your family history, research the adverse effects of these vaccines before jumping into them, because a family history could easily mean that the vaccine could be a trigger. In Zoe's case, there WAS NO HISTORY...but for our other kids, and every generation after them, there now IS a history.
We did vaccinate, but now we don't.