Just check in.
I went to see my fertility specialist this am. It was pretty quick, I was asked if I've been gettin my periods ok with the progesterone, etc... And was finally prescribed Clomid . I'm starting on 100mg from cd2-6, then I have to go for a scan on cd14 to 16 to see if its working. The Dr wants me to continue taking progesterone, but to wait until she tells me when to start it (she wants to know for sure I have ovulated before I take it).
She told me we are gonna do 4 rounds. More than 6 rounds highly increases the chances of developing ovarian cancer later in life so she doesn't advise doing them. She said that because I'm so young (23) if I don't get pregnant in 4 cycles, then we'll discuss doing a 5th one or look into other options. I still have 4 more days of progesterone and then I'll have to wait for about another 4 until I get AF (8 days in total), but I already bought the Clomid I'm so impatient!
My ma is visiting from Dublin, so when I got back I decided to tell her about the treatment and she said exactly what I said this am "you need to relax", and if it takes years it doesnt matter, its ok to have kids at 30. I wasnt having it so I told her how easy it was for her to think that. At nearly 52 she still has her 28 day cycles, got pregnant with me within the 1st week of tryin! and was on the pill when she got pregnant with my sister. If I relax nothing will happen..I dnt ovulate on my own. And I know its ok to have kids at 30, but why should I put myself through 7 YEARS of disappointment if I can do something now. Yes, I could always get pregnant next month, but chances are I wont, and as my own Dr said, with PCOS is like the lotto...you could be lucky, but you never know. She understood that I had made my mind up and that was that.
I know she isnt too convinced, but seriously! Since the day her plane landed she has been tellin me about how she would love a grandchild, how my sis and my da are also talking about it...etc. I didnt think she would fully understand, but I expected a better reaction...Its a tough situation to go through...
But anyway, it didn't upset me all that much...I'm in such a good mood about the step foward...so..WHATEVER! HAHAHAHAHA