I'm getting there, I didn't cry at all on Tuesday so I'm slowly getting back to 100%. It's just so frustrating because I've not had a positive OPK yet and going off my last cycle it happen cd19 which is tomorrow for me - really hope that happens but not sure what the clomid has done. Started trying again the other day, it was strange but good. I feel a bit in limbo sometimes cause I keep getting emails from mamas and papas and pampers and I don't want to unsubscribe cause I figure it'll be good for baby number 2 but it makes me a little sad to see them. I'm the same with buying new clothes, I ONLY buy maternity clothes now, is that sad?? I refuse to touch alcohol aswell!