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PHEW.
OK, BETTER.
NO ACTUALLY NOT!!!
I'm so upset. Ever since the miscarriage in September, struggling to go through the D&C and horrible cramps I suffered for almost a month, patiently waiting for my first cycle to finish, i was so SO SO ready to start in Jan!!!!!
After the first two scans which show a beautiful lining, there has been NO development with the follies

BOOOOOOOOOO. I'm so sad. When the doctor did the ultrasound she said "super super PCOS and no reaction this month!" UGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH.
So now I have to wait AGAIN till next month to try again, because this cycle has to be cancelled.
In August when I conceived with my first IUI, I used puregon shots. This time we tried another variation of the follitropin beta shots since I am not insured and this was apparently the "genernic version" which the doctor had success with when she tried with the other 3 patients this year. Guess my body didn't like it and didn't react to it at all
I am not very regular, so I'm hoping for some reason I get my period earlier than later and I can start all over again.
I was so ready for it this month, finally learnt to become positive towards this, and was eager to get the move on.
And to top it all off, my two friends have announced their pregnancies this week!
BLAHHHHHH
Okay I am done whining.
I'm sorry to hear about the BFN's that have come around in January. All it takes is one sperm and one egg, I do believe it will happen for all of us. Just the time, dedication and heart we put into this sometimes stresses out more than I think we can handle.
Good luck for all those going in for their IUIs or have just completed them, I really really hope you get the BFP you are looking for!!