Myshel congrats to you!!! It must be so surreal to see the 2 lines. I hope everything pans out at the doctors today.
Welcome ES!!
Time, I hear you about the work schedule thing. It's like as if we don't have enough stress with all we are going through medically, we have to throw stress over work into the mix. Do your coworkers know your situation? My bosses do, but none of my coworkers, and so far mine have been understanding. It still makes me super nervous rushing to get to work after monitoring appointments. My new clinic I go to I have to fight horrible traffic so I get in almost an hour late to work, even with the earliest appointments.
Afm, I started stims Wednesday. Had a scan Saturday. Any follies I have were too small to count but my endo lining was increasing so they said that's a good sign. I cross referenced my estradiol levels with other months Ive done injections and it's higher than any other month (like 189 i think). This is a relief because last month, when I had started with bcps before ivf, my estradiol on the same day was like 21. The other months I responded well, like 5 or 7 follies, my estradiol was not as high as it was Saturday. So I'm not a doctor but between that and my endo lining thickening, I'm hopeful that I am responding this round.
Right now in the waiting room for my next scan and bloodwork. It's hitting me, given all these women and men I've seen coming and going in the past few minutes, dressed up to go to work, how prevalent infertility is. When all I seem to hear and see is friends conceiving and children everywhere, this place reminds me that I am not alone. I feel so sad seeing how many of us there are going through this. I want to reach out to everyone I see and all of you on these boards who I will never meet and give each of you a hug. This sucks but we will get through this.