hello ladies
im so very very sorry ive not been on as your cheerleader but been having abit of a bad time at the moment i will explain but wanna do some personal first.
well ladies i can see you've all been very busy.
MrsF - congrats hun so happy for you xxxx
Britt - omg hun bet that was a shock for you congrats xx
Yomo - how you feeling hun? whens your scan? xxx
Doodar - how are you hun? when your scan? xxx
Sammy how are you hun? have you got a date for tranfer yet? xxx
Leanne - good luck with transfer today xxx
Wallie - happy birthday hun hope you have a good day. them cakes look lovely xx
Glitterqueen - i hope you've tested a little too early and its implantaion bleed hun. have everything crossed for you. progesterone doesnt always stop your AF as on my first cycle AF arrived 8 days after transfer while i was still taking it xx
Isi - that great news about your follies hun. good luck with your scan on wednesday xx
Looknomore - how are you hun? xx
sorry to everyone ive missed and sorry if you have already written answers to any of my questions. i do have a lot of reading to catch up on you all.
AFM - well where do i start. had my scan on the 14th to see how the OHSS was and ovaries where still moderately swollen (dont ask me what that means) but most of the symptoms have gone now but im still a little bit swollen (still only on 3rd belt hole not 4th like i was) the breathlesness scared me a lot when that started so was on complete bed rest till it eased. then i found out that i only have 1 FET not 2 like we were told by the nurse in the hospital


so emotion have been everywhere. been crying at any little thing sometimes i dont even know why. im so angry that ive missed my fresh transfer with that 32% chance of working and im left with just 16% chance of my dream coming true


15th was the 1st anniversary of losing my first little angel which hit me a lot harder than i thought it would (dont think it helped with everything else that has happened). then AF arrived a whole week early and im still bleeding 9 days later. it is easing up but omg the pain ive been in. dont ever want another AF like that. well im really am hoping thats the end of all my bad luck for this year as i dont think i can handle anything else.


to all xx