Hi girls
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First off Good luck to all you girls I hope 2011 is all our lucky year.Hope you don't mind me joining you? We will be having ICSI at some point this year let me first better explain our journey.
We started ttc in Nov 04 then finally managed to get our fertility tests carried out in 07 turns out DH has obstructive azoospermia, we were getting married in June 08 so decided to do our first cycle of ICSI privately with egg share on my first cycle after the wedding this unfortunately ended in a BFN, We then had our NHS funded cycle in 2009 this time I also done acupuncture prior to treatment this cycle resulted in a BFP which ended in mc at 4+6. We the tooka break to get myself together before trying again as I felt I had to get myself mentally strong again but in the mean time my sister found out she was preg (not planned and she had 3 children) she at that point said she didn't want another child and if it wasn't for her knowing our situation she wouldn't have told anyone she had been preg however if DH and I were willing to adopt the wee one she would continue with the preg we accepted and were over the moon the wee man was born on 26th Aug 2010 I was there at his birth and he came straight home with DH & I 6 hours later words cannot express how happy & complete we finally felt however this was short lived on sept 14 after 9pm at night the police arrived at our door accusing us of kidnap & took the wee man back to my sister & his bio dad(who is a heavy drinker, takes drugs & has charges for indecent exposure assaulting police officer etc etc in short not a safe or stable person) this was the most trumatic thing to ever happen to us we never even got the chance to say a proper good bye to the little one. from that point up to the 4th of OCT I never heard anymore from my sister , I was scared to call my sister as we had been accused of what we had by the police I was very aware of the fact if I did there would be a record of me calling but not what was said, anyway on the 4th I got a call from her to ask me to come collect all her kids as they did not feel safe in the house the social work then placed a place of safety order so they could not get removed, the girls are now back with my sister the wee one is still with DH & I as my sister says she want him to be with us she is no longer with his dad but he is also trying to get him at the moment we do not know what the future holds there will be a childrens hearing on the week of the 24th of jan where we will most probably find out if he is going to be ripped away from us again.
Anyway the outcome will determine when we try again if we lose him again obviously I will need to just see when we feel ready to try again, if he is still with us we would like to try for a sibling for him around July.
I apologize for the rambled state of my post.
xxxx