It’s been so long since I posted! I've been reading along but not posting since Melody got really fussy and clingy for several days and wouldn’t sleep AT ALL unless she was being held, and it made for a really difficult time to do anything.
She took her first bottle from my husband about a week ago, and he loved it. He was so happy to be able to feed her and get to have that experience bonding with her. I didn’t want to take that away from him, so we decided to have him give one bottle a night. I’ll try to pump while he’s feeding her to keep my supply up. Or, sometimes I’ll top her off afterwards. She’ll take about 2 ounces from him but even if she’s done with the bottle and “full” she likes to spend a few minutes on my breast after. I think it’s mostly comfort because she’ll only eat for 2-3 minutes and then fall asleep. Mostly we’re using breast milk for him to feed her but we also had some premade formula the hospital had given us so we’ve been using that on a couple days just to use it up. I’m not opposed to formula, I just prefer to mostly BF. I figure if we’re 90% BF then it’s still just as good.
I’m a little confused/worried because I’ve noticed when I pump my left breast produces more than double that of my right. I can get 2.5oz from left in the same time I Get 1oz from the right. Does this mean my right has a lower supply? Or is it just less responsive to the pump?
As for Melody – we had her one month appointment and she was up to 8lbs 15oz! So big compared to her 6 lb 9oz weight at her 3 day check up! I can’t believe she’s already a month old (5 weeks tomorrow)! It feels like it’s going so fast!
My doctor had me push my 6 week post-pardom checkup to 7.5 weeks instead so that she could combine Melody’s next appointment with mine and save me from having to make two trips. I’m going to make DH take the afternoon off that day to come though because it’s when she’ll get her vaccines and I don’t think I can do that alone!
Lite – you mentioned awhile back that your mom was making comments about Violet being spoiled. I heard something similar from a coworker about Melody and got a little annoyed. I am a firm believer that you cannot spoil an infant this young, if they want to be held it’s because they need something (comfort, closeness, etc). My MIL had tried to tell me when she was visiting a couple weeks ago that I would just have to learn to let her “cry it out” sometimes and I told her that maybe someday I would but at 3 weeks old I was not going to just let my baby cry, maybe when she’s older.
I’m sorry that you’re having a rough time with both kids. I really hope it gets easier
Pompey – I’m so sorry to hear about Jamie’s heart! It sounds like he has a chance of his heart healing on its own, but I can’t imagine how scary this is for you.
I’ll keep you and Jamie in my thoughts and prayers! Keep us up to date about his appointments.
You mentioned him being a grunter and keeping you awake at night? Melody does the same thing. She sleeps SO PEACEFULLY in the daytime but at night she’s grunting and making noises in her sleep and it keeps me up! I have no idea why she does it, but man is it hard!
Ally – Massage sounds amazing! I need one too, I just hadn’t worked up the nerve to leave Melody long enough to get one. That’s great about the weight loss! I’m about 7 lbs above pre-pregnancy weight too and am anxious to be able to start exercising again. I have started doing 30 minute walks with Melody when I can but I can’t get much more than that before I’m tired. Ugh, I used to exercise hard core 4-5x a week!
Ali – Melody does better on her side too. She doesn’t stay on her side real well in the bassinet but in my bed she’ll sleep on her side against me and sleep for up to 3 hours sometime.
Newbie – I’m so sorry that you’ve got to go back to work soon! That has got to be hard. I am already dreading going back, and my return isn’t until the end of March.
Vrogers – that’s great that you’re finally getting some milk pumping! I’m wondering how you were able to figure out that she wasn’t getting any milk when she latches on that one side? Since I realized that when I pump I get so much less milk on the one side I’m wondering if there’s less milk there and if sometimes she isn’t getting milk, but I don’t know how to tell. I know for sure on the left side she gets milk because I can hear her swallowing, I’m just not sure about the right.
With the talk about the carriers – I have a moby and a mei tei. I LOVE the mei tei. The Moby is one that I really like the idea of but I’m having a harder time figuring it out. I can put it on correctly and put baby in it, but I don’t think I’m tying it tightly enough because over time she slides down pretty far and I have a harder time keeping her up higher.
Slammer -
Sounds like you’re having a rough time at night. I think we all think dark thoughts at some point. The other night when Melody wouldn’t stop screaming in the middle of the night (and DH was somehow sleeping through it
) I was thinking some horrible thoughts, wondering why I bothered to turn my life upside down just to have a kid…. I had to wake up DH to take her before I lost my patience completely. Do you think this is more than baby blues and is developing into PPD? There’s no shame in having a hard time, and there’s no shame in getting help if you need it.
We’re here for you.
I'm sorry if I missed anyone! I'm going to try to keep up with posts after this!