I had a terrible scare the other day. DH and I had a huge fight. We've been married just over 2 years, beent ogether for 4, and have known each other since we were 15 and this was the only fight we've had like this. We usually get along so well, we have very complimenting personalities so when one of us is worked up the other usually manages to diffuse the situation. Not this time. Anyway, I was so frustrated/angry/worked up that I was shaking and crying and didn't stop for hours (he felt horrible about that, but even after I couldn't stop crying or shaking, damn hormones). Side effect - I Couldn't find baby's heartbeat for 2 days. That day or the next. Was in a definitely panic and was about to call OB but I Found baby this morning right away. So relieved.
On a completely different note - I can't eat. I'm not nauseous, no morning sickness, just NO appetite. I feel perpetually full. and if I try to eat anything I feel sick like I overate and start to gag. I didnt' realize until I went to bed last night and DH asked how much I had ate (he was gone yesterday until 9pm so he didn't see me eat any meals) that all I had managed to eat was some cottage cheese, two tomatoes, and two very small slices of pizza (which made me feel really sick).
Today I picked up fresh fruits/veggies to use in my juicer, because I can get down liquids, and that will get me some nutrients and DH insisted I buy some ensure to get some nutrients. THis sucks. I mean, on the positive side I'm not gaining any more weight but I don't think this is the healthy way to go about it.
Midnight - I'm so jealous of you! Feeling kicks!! I'm 15 w today, felt nothing yet. Hope I can feel something soon!
